Upvote to you. I did as well. It started when I was 4 or 5. My mom just stopped caring. Kept the dogs in the hose during the day while we were at work/school. Dog shit everywhere. Dirty filthy trash everywhere. Mice, mice poop, mice pee. Roaches. No hot water heaters. Roof would leak water like Niagara Falls anytime it rained. I'm 35 now. I'm fine. Married. Own a house. I'm not a clean freak but I start to stress when the dishes pile up. 