"None whatever."

"By-the-bye"--he seemed to speak half absently, looking closely at his
work--"hadn't you once some thought of building a large new chapel
there?"

"I once had."

She drew her stitches nervously.

"That has utterly passed out of your mind?"

"Must it not necessarily have done so?"

He stepped back, held his head aside, and examined her thoughtfully.

"H'm. I have an impression that you went beyond thinking of it as a
possibility. Did you not make a distinct promise to some one or
another--perhaps to the congregation?"

"Yes, a distinct promise."

He became silent; and Miriam, looking up for the first time, asked:

"Is it your opinion that the promise is still binding on me?"

"Why, I am inclined to think so. Your difficulty is, of course, that
you don't see your way to spending a large sum of money to advance
something with which you have no sympathy."

"It isn't only that I have no sympathy with it," broke from Miriam.
"The thought of those people and their creeds is hateful to me. Their
so-called religion is a vice. They are as far from being Christians as
I am from being a Mahometan. To call them Puritans is the exaggeration
of compliment."

Mallard watched and listened to her with a smile.

"Well," he said, soberly, "I suppose this only applies to the most
foolish among them. However, I see that you can hardly be expected to
build them a chapel. Let us think a moment.--Are there any public baths
in Bartles?"

"There were none when I lived there."

"The proverb says that after godliness comes cleanliness. Why should
you not devote to the establishing of decent baths what you meant to
set apart for the chapel? How does it strike you?"

She delayed a moment; then--

"I like the suggestion."

"Do you know any impartial man there with whom you could communicate on
such a subject?"

"I think so."

"Then suppose you do it as soon as possible?"

"I will."

She plied her needle for a few minutes longer; then looked up and said
that the work was done.

"I am greatly obliged to you. Now will you come here and look at
something?"

She rose and came to his side. Then she saw that there stood on the
easel a drawing-board; on that was a sheet of paper, which showed
drawings of two heads in crayon.

"Do you recognize these persons?" he asked, moving a little away.

Yes, she recognized them. They were both portraits of herself, but
subtly distinguished from each other. The one represented a face fixed
in excessive austerity, with a touch of pride that was by no means
amiable, with resentful eyes, and lips on the point of becoming cruel.
In the other, though undeniably the features were the same, all these
harsh characteristics had yielded to a change of spirit; austerity had
given place to grave thoughtfulness, the eyes had a noble light, on the
lips was sweet womanly strength.

Miriam bent her head, and was silent.

"Now, both these faces are interesting," said Mallard. "Both are
uncommon, and full of force. But the first I can't say that I like. It
is that of an utterly undisciplined woman, with a possibility of great
things in her, but likely to be dangerous for lack of self-knowledge
and humility; an ignorant woman, moreover; one subjected to
superstitions, and aiming at unworthy predominance. The second is
obviously her sister, but how different! An educated woman, this; one
who has learnt a good deal about herself and the world. She is
'emancipated,' in the true sense of the hackneyed word; that is to say,
she is not only freed from those bonds that numb the faculties of mind
and heart, but is able to control the native passions that would make a
slave of her. Now, this face I love."

Miriam did not stir, but a thrill went through her. "One of the
passions that she has subdued," Mallard went on, "is, you can see,
particularly strong in this sister of hers. I mean jealousy. This first
face is that of a woman so prone to jealousy of all kinds that there
would be no wonder if it drove her to commit a crime. The woman whom I
love is superior to idle suspicions; she thinks nobly of her friends;
she respects herself too much to be at the mercy of chance and change
of circumstance."

He paused, and Miriam spoke humbly.

"Do you think it impossible for the first to become like her sister?"

"Certainly not impossible. The fact is that she has already made great
progress in that direction. The first face is not that of an actually
existing person. She has changed much since she looked altogether like
this, so much, indeed, that occasionally I see the sister in her, and
then I love her for the sister's sake. But naturally she has relapses,
and they cannot but affect my love. That word, you know, has such very
different meanings. When I say that I love her, I don't mean that I am
ready to lose my wits when she is good enough to smile on me. I
shouldn't dream of allowing her to come in the way of my life's work;
if she cannot be my helper in it, then she shall be nothing to me at
all. I shall never think or call her a goddess, not even if she develop
all the best qualities she has. Still, I think the love is true love; I
think so for several reasons, of which I needn't speak."

Miriam again spoke, all but raising her face.

"You once loved in another way."

"I was once out of my mind, which is not at all the same as loving."

He moved to a distance; then turned, and asked:

"Will you tell me now why you became so cold to Cecily?"

"I was jealous of her."

"And still remain so?"

"No."

"I am glad to hear that. Now I think I'll get on with my work. Thank
you very much for the sewing.--By-the-bye, I often feel the want of
some one at hand to do a little thing of that kind."

"If you will send for me, I shall always be glad to come."

"Thank you. Now don't hinder me any longer. Good-bye for to-day."

Miriam moved towards the door.

"You are forgetting your gloves, Mrs. Baske," he called after her.

She turned back and took them up.

"By-the-bye," he said, looking at his watch, "it is the hour at which
ladies are accustomed to drink tea. Will you let me make you a cup
before you go?"

"Thank you. Perhaps I could save your time by making it myself."

"A capital idea. Look, there is all the apparatus. Please to tell me
when it is ready, and I'll have a cup with you."

He painted on, and neither spoke until the beverage was actually
prepared. Then Miriam said:

"Will you come now, Mr. Mallard?"

He laid down his implements, and approached the table by which she
stood.

"Do you understand," he asked, "what is meant when one says of a man
that he is a Bohemian?"

"I think so."

"You know pretty well what may be fairly expected of him, and what must
_not_ be expected?"

"I believe so."

"Do you think you could possibly share the home of such a man?"

"I think I could."

"Then suppose you take off your hat and your mantle, or whatever it's
called, and make an experiment--see if you can feel at home here."

She did so. Whilst laying the things aside, she heard him step up to
her, till he was very close. Then she turned, and his arms were about
her, and his heart beating against hers.

CHAPTER XVII

END AND BEGINNING

In the autumn of this year, Mrs. Lessingham died. Owing to slight
ailments, she had been advised to order her life more restfully, and
with a view to this she took a house at Richmond, where Mrs. Delph and
Irene again came to live with her. Scarcely was the settlement
effected, when grave illness fell upon her, the first she had suffered
since girlhood. She resented it; her energies put themselves forth
defiantly; two days before her death she had no suspicion of what was
coming. Warned at length, she made her will, angrily declined spiritual
comfort, and with indignation fought her fate to the verge of darkness.

Cecily and her husband arrived a few hours too late; when the telegram
of summons reached them, they were in Denmark. The Spences attended the
funeral. Mallard and Miriam, who were in the north of Scotland--they
had been married some two months--did not come. By Mrs. Lessingham's
will, the greater part of her possessions fell to Cecily; there was a
legacy of money to Irene Delph, and a London hospital for women
received a bequest.

Eleanor wrote to Miriam:

"They went back to Paris yesterday. I had Cecily with me for one whole
day, but of herself she evidently did not wish to speak, and of course
I asked no questions. Both she and her husband looked well, however. It
pleased me very much to hear her talk of you; all her natural
tenderness and gladness came out; impossible to imagine a more
exquisite sincerity of joy. She is a noble and beautiful creature; I do
hope that the shadow on her life is passing away, and that we shall see
her become as strong as she is lovable. She said she had written to
you. Your letter at the time of your marriage was a delight to her.

"It happened that on the day when she was here we had a visit
from--whom think you? Mr. Bradshaw, accompanied by his daughter
Charlotte and her husband. The old gentleman was in London on business,
and had met the young people, who were just returning from their
honeymoon. He is still the picture of health, and his robust, practical
talk seemed to do us good. How he laughed and shouted over his
reminiscences of Italy! Your marriage had amazed him; when he began to
speak of it, it was in a grave, puzzled way, as if there must be
something in the matter which required its being touched upon with
delicacy. The substitution of baths for a chapel at Bartles obviously
gave him more amusement than he liked to show; he chuckled inwardly,
with a sober face. 'What has Mallard got to say to that?' he asked me
aside. I answered that it met with your husband's entire approval.
'Well,' he said, 'I feel that I can't keep up with the world; in my
day, you didn't begin married life by giving away half your income. It
caps me, but no doubt it's all right.' Mrs. Bradshaw by-the-bye, shakes
her head whenever you are mentioned.

"You will like to hear of Mr. and Mrs. Marsh. Charlotte is excessively
plain, and I am afraid excessively dull, but it is satisfactory to see
that she regards her husband as a superior being, not to be spoken of
save with bated breath. Mr. Marsh is rather too stout for his years,
and I should think very self-indulgent; whenever his wife looks at him,
he unconsciously falls into the attitude of one who is accustomed to
snuff incense. He speaks of 'my Bohemian years' with a certain pride,
wishing one to understand that he was a wild, reckless youth, and that
his present profound knowledge of the world is the result of
experiences which do not fall to the lot of common men. With Cecily he
was superbly gracious--talked to her of art in a large, fluent way, the
memory of which will supply Edward with mirth for some few weeks. The
odd thing is that his father-in-law seems more than half to believe in
him."

Time went on. Cecily's letters to her friends in England grew rare.
Writing to Eleanor early in the spring, she mentioned that Irene Delph,
who had been in Paris since Mrs. Lessingham's death, was giving her
lessons in painting, but said she doubted whether this was anything
better than a way of killing time. "You know Mr. Seaborne is here?" she
added. "I have met him two or three times at Madame Courbet's, whom I
was surprised to find he has known for several years. She translated
his book on the revolutions of '48 into French."

Never a word now of Elgar. The Spences noted this cheerlessly, and
could not but remark a bitterness that here and there revealed itself
in her short, dry letters. To Miriam she wrote only in the form of
replies, rarely even alluding to her own affairs, but always with
affectionate interest in those of her correspondent.

Another autumn came, and Cecily at length was mute; the most pressing
letters obtained no response. Miriam wrote to Reuben, but with the same
result. This silence was unbroken till winter; then, one morning in
November, Eleanor received a note from Cecily, asking her to call as
soon as she was able at an address in the far west of London--nothing
more than that.

In the afternoon, Eleanor set out to discover this address. It proved
to be a house in a decent suburban road. On asking for Mrs. Elgar, she
was led up to the second floor, and into a rather bare little
sitting-room. Here was Cecily, alone.

"I knew you would come soon," she said, looking with an earnest, but
not wholly sad, smile at her visitor. "I had very nearly gone to you,
but this was better. You understand why I am here?"

"I am afraid so, after your long silence."

"Don't let us get into low spirits about it," said Cecily, smiling
again. "All that is over; I can't make myself miserable any more, and
certainly don't wish any one to be so on my account. Come and sit
nearer the fire. What a black, crushing day!"

She looked out at the hopeless sky, and shook her head.

"You have lodgings here?" asked Eleanor, watching the girl with concern.

"Irene and her mother live here; they were able to take me in for the
present. He left me a month ago. This time he wrote and told me
plainly--said it was no use, that he wouldn't try to deceive me any
longer. He couldn't live as I wish him to, so he would have done with
pretences and leave me free. I waited there in my 'freedom' till the
other day; he might have come back, in spite of everything, you know.
But at last I wrote to an address he had given me, and told him I was
going to London--that I accepted his release, and that henceforth all
his claims upon me must be at end."

"Is he in Paris?"

"In the south of France, I believe. But that is nothing to me. What I
inherited from my aunt makes me independent; there is no need of any
arrangements about money, fortunately. I dare say he foresaw this when
he expressed a wish that I should keep this quite apart from our other
sources of income, and manage it myself."

Eleanor felt that the last word was said. There was no distress in
Cecily's voice or manner, nothing but the simplicity of a clear
decision, which seemed to carry with it hardly a regret.

"A tragedy can go no further than its fifth act," Cecily pursued. "I
have shed all my tears long since, exhausted all my indignation. You
can't think what an everyday affair it has become with me. I am afraid
that means that I am in a great measure demoralized by these
experiences. I can only hope that some day I shall recover my finer
feeling."

"You haven't seen Miriam?"

"No, and I don't know whether I can. There as no need for you to keep
silence about me when you see her; what has happened can't be hidden. I
thought it possible that Reuben might have written and told her. If she
comes here, I shall welcome her, but it is better for me not to seek
her first."

"If he writes to her," asked Eleanor, with a grave look, "is it likely
that he will try to defend himself?"

"I understand you. You mean, defend himself by throwing blame of one
kind or another on me. No, that is impossible. He has no desire to do
that. What makes our relations to each other so hopeless, is that we
can be so coldly just. In me there is no resentment left, and in him no
wish to disguise his own conduct. We are simply nothing to each other.
I appreciate all the good in him and all the evil; and to him my own
qualities are equally well known. We have reached the point of studying
each other in a mood of scientific impartiality--surely the most
horrible thing in man and wife."

Eleanor had a sense of relief in hearing that last comment. For the
tone of the speech put her painfully in mind of that which
characterizes certain French novelists all very well in its place, but
on Cecily's lips an intolerable discord. It was as though the girl's
spirit had been materialized by Parisian influences; yet the look and
words with which she ended did away with, or at least mitigated, that
fear.

"He is pursued by a fate," murmured the listener.

"Listen to my defence;" said Cecily, after a pause, with more
earnestness. "For I have not been blameless throughout. Before we left
London, he charged me with contributing to what had befallen us, and in
a measure he was right. He said that I had made no effort to keep him
faithful to me that I had watched the gulf growing between us with
indifference, and allowed him to take his own course. A jealous and
complaining wife, he said, would have behaved more for his good.
Hearing this, I recognized its truth. I had held myself too little
responsible. When our life in Paris began, I resolved that I would
accept my duties in another spirit I did all that a wife can do to
strengthen the purer part in him. I interested myself in whatever he
undertook; I suggested subjects of study which I thought congenial to
him and studied them together with him, putting aside everything of my
own for which he did not care. And for a time I was encouraged by
seeming success. He was grateful to me, and I found my one pleasure in
this absolute devotion of myself. I choose my words carefully; you must
not imagine that there was more in either his feeling or mine than what
I express. But it did not last more than six months. Then he grew tired
of it. I still did my utmost; believe that I did, Mrs. Spence, for it
is indeed true. I made every effort in my power to prevent what I knew
was threatening. Until he began to practise deceit, trickery of every
kind. What more could I do? If he was determined to deceive me, he
would do so; what was gained by my obliging him to exert more cunning?
Then I turned sick at heart, and the end came."

"But, Cecily," said Eleanor, "how can the end be yet?"

"You mean that he will once more wish to return."

"Once more, or twenty times more."

"I know; but--"

She broke off, and Eleanor did not press her to continue.

It was not long before the news reached Miriam. In a few days Eleanor
paid one of her accustomed visits to a little house out at Roehampton,
externally cold and bare enough in these days of November, but inwardly
rich with whatsoever the heart or brain can desire. Hither came no
payers of formal calls, no leavers of cards, no pests from the humdrum
world to open their mouths and utter foolishness. It was a dwelling
sacred to love and art, and none were welcome across its threshold save
those to whom the consecration was of vital significance. To Eleanor
the air seemed purer than that of any other house she entered; to
breathe it made her heart beat more hopefully, gave her a keener relish
of life.

Mallard was absent to-day, held by business in London. The visitor had,
for once, no wish to await his return. She sat for an hour by the
fireside, and told what she had to tell; then took her leave.

When the artist entered, Miriam was waiting for him by the light of the
fire; blinds shut out the miserable gloaming, but no lamp had yet been
brought into the room. Mallard came in blowing the fog and rain off his
moustache; he kicked off his boots, kicked on his slippers, and then
bent down over the chair to the face raised in expectancy.

"A damnable day, Miriam, in the strict and sober sense of the word."

"Far too sober," she replied. "Eleanor came through it, however."

"Wonderful woman! Did she come to see if you bore it with the
philosophy she approves?"

"She had a more serious purpose, I'm sorry to say, Cecily is in London,
He has left her--written her a good-bye."

Mallard leaned upon the mantelpiece, and watched his wife's face,
illumined by the firelight. A healthier and more beautiful face than it
had ever been; not quite the second of those two faces that Mallard
drew, but with scarcely a record of the other. They talked in subdued
voices. Miriam repeated all that Eleanor had been able to tell.

"You must go and see her, of course," Mallard said.

"Yes; I will go to-morrow."

"Shall you ask her to come here?"

"I don't think she will wish to," answered Miriam.

"That brother of yours!" he growled.

"Isn't it too late even to feel angry with him, dear? We know what all
this means. It is absolutely impossible for them to live together, and
Reuben's behaviour is nothing but an assertion of that. Sooner or
later, it would be just as impossible, even if he preserved the
decencies."

"Perhaps true; perhaps not. Would it be possible for him to live for
long with _any_ woman?"

Miriam sighed.

"Well, well; go and talk to the poor girl, and see if you can do
anything. I wish she were an artist, of whatever kind; then it wouldn't
matter much. A woman who sings, or plays, or writes, or paints, can
live a free life. But a woman who is nothing but a woman, what the
deuce is to become of her in this position? What would become of _you_,
if I found you in my way, and bade you go about your business?"

"We are not far from the Thames," she answered, looking at him with the
fire-glow in her loving eyes.

"Oh, you!" he muttered, with show of contempt. "But other women have
more spirit. They get over their foolish love, and then find that life
in earnest is just beginning."

"I shall never get over it."

"Pooh!--How long to dinner, Miriam?"

Miriam went to see her sister-in-law, and repeated the visit at
intervals during the next few months; but Cecily would not come to
Roehampton. Neither would she accept the invitations of the Spences,
though Eleanor was with her frequently, and became her nearest friend.
She seemed quite content with the society of Irene and Mrs. Delph; her
health visibly improved, and as spring drew near there was a
brightening in her face that told of thoughts in sympathy with the
new-born hope of earth.

The Mallards were seldom in town. Excepting the house at Chelsea, their
visits were only to two or three painters, who lived much as Mallard
had done before his marriage. In these studios Miriam at first inspired
a little awe; but as her understanding of the art-world increased, she
adapted herself to its habits in so far as she could respect them, and
where she could not, the restraint of her presence was recognized as an
influence towards better things.

At the Spences', one day in April, they met Seaborne. They had heard of
his being in London again (after a year mostly spent in Paris), but had
not as yet seen him. He was invited to visit them, and promised to do
so before long. A month or more passed, however, and the promise
remained unfulfilled. At Chelsea the same report was made of him; he
seemed to be living in seclusion.

In mid-May, as Miriam was walking by herself at a little distance from
home, she was overtaken by a man who had followed her over the heath.
When the step paused at her side, she turned and saw Reuben.

"Will you speak to me?" he said.

"Why not, Reuben?"

She gave him her hand.

"That is kinder than I hoped to find you. But I see how changed you
are. You are so happy that you can afford to be indulgent to a poor
devil."

"Why have you made yourself a poor devil!"

"Why, why, why! Pooh! Why is anything as it is? Why are you what you
are, after being what you were?"

It pained her to look at him. At length she discerned unmistakably the
fatal stamp of degradation. When he came to her two years ago, his face
was yet unbranded; now the darkening spirit declared itself. Even his
clothing told the same tale, in spite of its being such as he had
always worn.

"Where are you living?" she asked.

"Anywhere; nowhere. I have no home."

"Why don't you make one for yourself?"

"It's all very well for you to talk like that. Every one doesn't get a
home so easily.--Does old Mallard make you a good husband?"

"Need you ask that?" Miriam returned, averting her eyes, and walking
slowly on.

"You have to thank me for it, Miriam, in part."

She looked at him in surprise.

"It's true. It was I who first led him to think about you, and
interested him in you. We were going from Pompeii to Sorrento--how many
years ago? thirty, forty?--and I talked about you a great deal. I told
him that I felt convinced you could be saved, if only some strong man
would take you by the hand. It led him to think about you; I am sure of
it."

Miriam had no reply to make. They walked on.

"I didn't come to the house," he resumed presently, "because I thought
it possible that the door might be shut in my face. Mallard would have
wished to do so."

"He wouldn't have welcomed you; but you were free to come in if you
wished."

"Have you thought it likely I might come some day?"

"I expected, sooner or later, to hear from you."

He had a cane, and kept slashing with it at the green growths by his
feet. When he missed his aim at any particular object, he stopped and
struck again, more fiercely.

"Does Cecily come to see you?" was his next question, uttered as if
unconcernedly.

"No."

"But you know about her? You know where she is?"

"Yes."

"Tell me what you know, Miriam. How is she living?"

"I had much rather not speak of her. I don't feel that I have any right
to."

"Why not?" he asked quickly, standing still. "What is there to hide?
Why had you rather not speak?"

"For reasons that you understand well enough. What is it to you how she
lives?"

He searched her face, like one suspecting a studied ambiguity. His
eyes, which were a little bloodshot, grew larger and more turbid; a
repulsive animalism came out in all his features.

"Do tell me what you know, Miriam," he pleaded. "Of course it's nothing
to me; I know that. I have no wish to interfere with her; I promise you
to do nothing of the kind; I promise solemnly!"

"You promise?" she exclaimed, not harshly, but with stern significance.
"How can you use such words? Under what circumstances could I put faith
in a promise of yours, Reuben?"

He struck violently at the trunk of a tree, and his cane broke; then he
flung it away, still more passionately.

"You're right enough. What do I care? I lie more often than I tell the
truth. I have a sort of pride in it. If a man is to be a liar, let him
be a thorough one.--Do you know why I smashed the stick? I had a
devilish temptation to strike you across the face with it. That would
have been nice, wouldn't it?"

"You had better go your own way, Reuben, and let me go mine."

She drew apart, and not without actual fear of him, so brutal he
looked, and so strangely coarse had his utterance become.

"You needn't be afraid. If I _had_ hit you, I'd have gone away and
killed myself; so perhaps it's a pity I didn't. I felt a savage hatred
of you, and just because I wanted you to take my hand and be gentle
with me. I suppose you can't understand that? You haven't gone deep
enough into life."

His voice choked, and Miriam saw tears start from his eyes.

"I hope I never may," she answered gently. "Have done with all that,
and talk to me like yourself, Reuben."

"Talk! I've had enough of talking. I want to rest somewhere, and be
quiet."

"Then come home with me."

"Dare you take me?"

"There's no question of daring. Come with me, if you wish to."

They walked to the house almost in silence. It was noon; Mallard was
busy in his studio. Having spoken a word with him, Miriam rejoined her
brother in the sitting-room. He had thrown himself on a couch, and
there he lay without speaking until luncheon-time, when Mallard's
entrance aroused him. The artist could not be cordial, but he exercised
a decent hospitality.

In the afternoon, brother and sister again sat for a long time without
conversing. When Reuben began to speak, it was in a voice softened by
the influences of the last few hours.

"Miriam, there's one thing you will tell me; you won't refuse to. Is
she still living alone?"

"Yes."

"Then there is still hope for me. I must go back to her, Miriam.
No--listen to me! That is my one and only hope. If I lose that, I lose
everything. Down and down, lower and lower into bestial life--that's my
fate, unless she saves me from it. Won't you help me? Go and speak to
her for me, dear sister, you can't refuse me that. Tell her how
helpless I am, and implore her to save me, only out of pity. I don't
care how mean it makes me in your eyes or hers; I have no self-respect
left, nor courage--nothing but a desire to go back to her and ask her
to forgive me."

Miriam could scarcely speak for shame and distress.

"It is impossible, Reuben. Be man enough to face what you have brought
on yourself. Have you no understanding left? With her, there is no hope
for you. She and you are no mates; you can only wreck each other's
lives. Surely, surely you know this by now! She could only confirm your
ruin, strive with you as she might; you would fall again into hateful
falsity. Forget her, begin a life without thought of her, and you may
still save yourself--yourself; no one else can save you. Begin the
struggle alone, manlike. You have no choice but to do so."

"I tell you I can't live without her. Where is she? I will go myself--"

"You will never know from me. What right have you to ask her to sink
with you? That's what it means. There are people who think that a
wife's obligation has no bounds, that she _must_ sink, if her husband
choose to demand it. Let those believe it who will. What motive should
render such a sacrifice possible to her? You know she cannot love you.
Pity? How can she pity you in such a sense as to degrade herself for
your sake? Neither you nor she nor I hold the creed that justifies such
martyrdom. Am _I_ to teach you such things? Shame! Have the courage of
your convictions. You have released her, and you must be content to
leave her free. The desire to fetter her again is ignoble, dastardly!"

He would neither be shamed nor convinced. With desperate beseechings,
with every argument of passion, no matter how it debased him, he strove
frantically to subdue her to his purpose. But Miriam was immovable. At
length she could not even urge him with reasonings; his prostrate
frenzy revolted her, and she drew away in repugnance. Reuben's
supplication turned on the instant into brutal rage.

"Curse your obstinacy!" he shouted, in a voice that had strained itself
to hoarseness.

The door opened, and Mallard, who had come to see whether Elgar was
still here, heard his exclamation.

"Out of the house!" he commanded sternly. "March! And never let me see
you here again."

Reuben rushed past him, and the house-door closed violently.

Then Miriam's overstrung nerves gave way, and for the first time
Mallard saw her shed tears. She described to him the scene that had
passed.

"What ought I to do? She must be warned. It is horrible to think that
he may find her, and persuade her."

They agreed that she should go to Cecily early next morning. In the
meantime she wrote to Eleanor.

But the morning brought a letter from Reuben, of a tenor which seemed
to make it needless to mention this incident to Cecily.

"I had not long left you," he wrote, "when I recovered my reason, and
recognized your wisdom in opposing me. For a week I have been drinking
myself into a brutal oblivion--or trying to do so; I came to you in a
nerveless and half imbecile state. You were hard with me, but it was
just what I needed. You have made me understand--for to-day, at all
events--the completeness of my damnation. Thank you for discharging
that sisterly office. I observe, by-the-bye, that Mallard's influence
is strengthening your character. Formerly you were often rigorous, but
it was spasmodic. You can now persevere in pitilessness, an essential
in one who would support what we call justice. Don't think I am writing
ironically. Whenever I am free from passion, as now--and that is seldom
enough--I can see myself precisely as you and all those on your side of
the gulf see me. The finer qualities I once had survive in my memory,
bat I know it is hopeless to try and recover them. I find it
interesting to write a book about it, but it would be of the kind that
study the processes of my degradation. I should like to write a book
about it, but it would be of the kind that no one would publish.

"I hope I may never by chance see Cecily; I have a horrible conviction
that I should kill her. Why shouldn't I tell you all the truth? My
feeling towards her is a strange and vile compound of passions, but I
believe that hatred predominates. If she were so unfortunate as to come
again into my power, I should make it my one object to crush her to my
own level; and in the end I should kill her. Perhaps that is the
destined close of our drama. Even to you, as I confessed, I felt
murderous impulses. I haven't yet been quite successful in analyzing
this state of mind. The vulgar would say that, having chosen the
devil's part, I am receiving share of the devil's spirit. But to give a
thing a bad name doesn't help one to understand it.

"Don't let this terrify you. I am going away again, to be out of reach
of temptation. I know, I know with certainty, that the end in some form
or other draws near. I have thought so much of Fate, that I seem to
have got an unusual perception of its course, as it affects me. Keep
this letter as a piece of curious human experience. It may be the last
you receive from me."

Something less than a month after this, Edward Spence, examining his
correspondence at the breakfast-table, found a French newspaper,
addressed to him in a hand he recognized.

"This is from Seaborne," he said to Eleanor, as he stripped off the
wrapper.

He discovered a marked paragraph. It reported a tragic occurrence in a
street near the Luxembourg. The husband of an actress at one of the
minor theatres in Paris had encountered his wife's lover, and shot him
dead. The victim was "un jeune Anglais, nomme Elgare."

The sender of this newspaper had also written; his letter contained
fuller details. He had seen the corpse, and identified it. Could he do
anything? Or would some friend of Mrs. Elgar come over?

Eleanor carried the intelligence first of all to Roehampton. In her
consultation with the Mallards, it was decided that she, rather than
Miriam, should visit Cecily. She left them with this purpose.

It was possible that Cecily had already heard. On arriving at the
house, Eleanor was at once admitted, and went up to the sitting-room on
the second floor; she entered with a tremulous anxiety, and the first
glance told her that her news had not been anticipated. Cecily was
seated with several books open before her; the smile of friendly
welcome slowly lighting her grave countenance, showed that her mind
detached itself with difficulty from an absorbing subject.

"Welcome always," she said, "and most so when least expected."

The room was less bare than when she first occupied it. Pictures and
books were numerous; the sunlight fell upon an open piano; an easel, on
which was a charcoal drawing from a cast, stood in the middle of the
floor. But the plain furniture remained, and no mere luxuries had been
introduced. It was a work-room, not a boudoir.

"You are still content in your hermitage?" said Eleanor, seating
herself and controlling her voice to its wonted tone.

"More and more. I have been reading since six o'clock this morning, and
never felt so quiet in mind."

Her utterance proved it; she spoke in a low, sweet voice, its music
once more untroubled. But in looking at Eleanor, she became aware of
veiled trouble on her countenance.

"Have you come only to see me? Or is there something--?"

Eleanor broke the news to her. And as she spoke, the beautiful face
lost its calm of contemplation, grew pain-shadowed, stricken with pangs
of sorrow. Cecily turned away and wept--wept for the past, which in
these moments had lived again and again perished.

It seemed to Spence that his wife mourned unreasonably. A week or more
had passed, and yet he chanced to find her with tears in her eyes.

"I have still so much of the old Eve in me," replied Eleanor. "I am
heavy-hearted, not for him, but for Cecily's dead love. We all have a
secret desire to believe love imperishable."

"An amiable sentiment; but it is better to accept the truth."

"True only in some cases."

"In many," said Spence, with a smile. "First love is fool's paradise.
But console yourself out of Boccaccio. 'Bocca baciata non perde
ventura; anzi rinnuova, come fa la luna.'"

THE END